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Quiet days and quiet nights. Ugh. First of all: it's been a while. Whilst my leaving of this website I managed to fix up some issues wih myself (at least some). I'm not coming back to show myself up I ws just curious to who i've been and, yeah. Time passes. I remembered I opened up this account in june 2006, so yeah 9 nine years leap bck in the past. I was already interested in arts, yet untamed. I more or less not am tamed right now but, less tragic one could say. Oh dear, so many things have happened. I could not tell I lack time and energy to dive in this pound as of right now. I was surprised yesterday to see many have pursued making art, doing it, people back in the days, with hearts stil beating to that rythm: hope, desire, and, my! you've became good (we've always been, yet untamed... yet untamed.) so tat is a pledge to love and to go back to home, I've recently finished reading odysseus by homer, and there isn't greater tales written.

It is 1:55 PM here. Time to leave, time to stop staring at a computer screen.

So I FINALLY got a new camera. And I should start post photos. Tell me if you like or not.

Been shooting some various stuff lately: an old lady striper, Friends at a bar, a drug dealer and friends at radio, a cute boy playing Aki ball near a pawn shop. I've not finished this roll yet. I dunno what I'll do, mate, since most of the shot are nightly shot double with a Non- 1600 iso film roll. But I bet they'll resemble my Untitled dark, but in a creepier and humane way.

Experiencing stuff they say. So it seems.

Got to process it A.S.A.P

It is 23:54 pm here. I've decided to reduce cigarette consumption by one third. And it's getting me all scrambled up and uneasy, and furious and nervous, et cetera. Money pilling up is going well. I'm reviewing camera need, professionalism needs and likeliness needs in order to choose "the almighty one" A.K.A: camera that will always allow me doing stuffs i want.

Chemicals.

Photography chemical aren't cheaps nowadays. I like chemical scent.


PS: It's the weirdest journal entry ever wrote by me. I don't care.

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Report on what hasn't happened yet. Making lists of "should do this" or "should do that". And there's a new film wainting for me in the minolta. Will probably get it loaded.

Just to share a discovery made today on the internet of a quite blowing photography work by Claudia Rogge that you might want to look at. it's gorgeous. www.claudia-rogge.de/fotografi… . See, that's not "my style" of pictures but I like looking at 'hem. this way of rythming her shots is trully outstanding, and she's doing it in a way that feels like a natural thing. And I like this natural way of composing pictures. I wonder how she does.

Smoking studios cigarette and cheapest alcool ever. hummm things been though troughout this year and half. Got worse 4 months ago. Gone through my cousin's suicide, loosing a job, done dumb things and vomitted a lot. Got back to my mom's house out of a blackout and a bankrupt. (What an intro)

I'm getting better. Found a new job. it's great. So i've paid a premium membership mostly to change my username wich was the dumbest thing on earth and well make an appointment on my desire to get better (wich has nothing to do with how much you pay to look cool on internet, you'll admit and i'd say you pretty got the main idea: if it looks serious i'll get serious.)

Discovered photography is an art form so that's my wish get better in that. I'm deleting everything else. Oh maybe not the ink stuff wich I relate to even now. I'll see as I delete what will be kept and what'll be thrown away.

Yes it's not the first I'm announcing a come back. So don't believe me. Don't you dare ever believe me.

I want to visit Ithaca.